i’m waiting to find out about the job, i’m waiting to find out about the apartment, i’m waiting for him to realize he’s in love with me… i’m always waiting for something major to happen and because of it i stall on the work i should be doing.

i’m so tired of WAITING. i just want my apartment, i want my space, and i want to be able to work everyday at my desk with my things and feel settled and comfortable at home.

i need to start working again, to make some money, but i feel stalled and stagnant. robert please call and tell me to come meet you with the papers to sign the lease and give you the deposit. i am ready to resolve this and move in. please?