today i spent most of the day organizing and cleaning my desk and “office”… i put office in quotes because it is also my bedroom. some people might not like the two combined, but it works for me. it’s sort of like carrie from sex and the city as someone once said to me. anyway, it’s very clear that i just have WAY TOO MUCH stuff, but i did get it organized and it does make it clear that i need to stop buying and i need to get rid of a lot.

somehow i still put off getting into the files, etc but i will work on that tomorrow. i did start making a huge master list of all of the things i want and need to do. i just need to get myself focussed and disciplined when it comes to working and i will be so much more productive and profitable. not to mention happy and confident. there is SOOO much that i want to do and achieve in this life, i really don’t have time to sit around being lazy like i have in the past.

i feel confident with so many of the changes i have made and my new life, but i know that i can only take it one day at a time and have to work at it everyday.

i have so much growth that i have achieved and so much more to go through, i can feel it happening everyday and i really am in love with my life.