play time is over. my health is deteriorating and the things i want most in this life i may never get if i do not take care of myself. the truth is that i am lazy and i love to indulge in excess. unfortunately it is visible in layers and layers of fat all over my body. fat that may prevent me from getting the man of my dreams, but also my dream job. i know the job is mine, but i want to feel confident and look beautiful. i don’t want to be a fat slob…. which is basically what i have been for the past several years.

no more. tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life. green smoothies, exercise, waking up early, getting myself into a routine, taking my supplements, caring for my skin properly, regular showers, manicures, waxing, etc – basically just taking really excellent care of myself.

i deserve it and i want to present the best me possible. no more being lazy and indulgent – i don’t want to forfeit my real dreams and passions because i don’t put the work into myself i should.

i love myself and i will no longer neglect my body, mind, or spirit. it’s time for the true me to emerge from underneath this fat.